The only thing certain in life is death

Someone i know told me that.
What a cruel but real sentence is.
We born to live and then die
When it would be?
We do not know. It will happen sooner or later.
We have born to then die.
During these days, I faced death so close to me.
My heart is sad right now but is trying to get stronger.
I am trying to understand death so harder
But is there really something I need to understand?
I do not think so, life is just like that.
We never expect it, I was not expecting his death but it happened.
Death suddenly hits you and we need to be ready someway.
I am not afraid of my own death but I am afraid of loosing the ones I love…
I will never be ready.
I get so insecure and scared.
Death changes everything.
It turns people’s life upside down.
We will never see that person again
Everything ends when we die
It’s just like that!
I do not believe in afterlife
So I get really sad because I know it won’t happen.
I won't see him again...
Other people believe in afterlife
And this comforts their pain in so way.
But it isn’t my case
We die and that’s all…