The waiting is getting long, sometimes painful, anxious but exciting. Today, i woke up again around 5 am, after another crazy nightmare. After sometime rolling around on my bed trying to get back to sleep, i decided to get up, have something to eat and why not? write something on my blog. The last two weeks have been hard, i am dealing with different sort of pains, but luckily nothing serious, my doctor told me that everything is normal and in fact it is true, there is so much going on inside your body while pregnant and I know that but somehow i get paranoid. I am also dealing with having a big belly, which makes it difficult to walk or move or have sex. But the best thing to do is to take everything easy, watch out every step or move you make, don't stay at home all the time, walk for at least 30 min, even though it might feel painful. Fresh air always helps. I also find that going to work helps as well. I am not doing much but i try to keep my self distracted at work by reading articles or doing some easy lab work. It takes awake part of my anxiety. I have been also trying to keep my artist side awake by taking more pictures, i finish two paintings and i ve been working on a webside. From next week, my maternity leave will start and hopefully i wont get too crazy for been at home so long....If you have any suggestion for a nice creative activity i could do at home, well let me know, perhaps i could learn knitting, i always wanted :)
