Alessa ultrasound --> 4 months
Perhaps, my life has been a bit busy lately. I lot have happened in 6 months. A lot!!! well yeah, i got pregnant. How awesome is that? Yes it is, even thought i must admit that i totally freaked out when i knew about it. But time goes by, and you just get used to it. and It feels great, really! it does. Well you might think in a few minutes that it doesn't but i guess you just need to experience that yourself and you will understand what i mean.
Pregnancy is a beautiful stage in women life....some people say, and i agree with that however, they forget to tell you few things about being pregnant, perhaps because they forget about that or because after having the baby, everything seems so far away? like it never happen. I dont really know. I just tell you that pregnancy is beautiful yes, but painful too (isn't it?)
What about all the morning sickness? when you feel horrible, don't want to eat, can't smell thinks, you find your self throwing up must of the time, don't want to see people. Seriously, at the beginning i just wanted to be by my self. My room was the best place to be in. After morning sickness, you get afternoon sickness, don't want to eat much again and you basically sleep most of time. The first month of my pregnancy, i just loose weight. However, when week 12 came along, the morning sickness started to disappear and instead, i got crazy cravings. For example, i suddenly became carnivorous again! I just wanted to eat steaks every day. A friend of mine showed me this video, see it because that's exactly how i felt at that time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0WhgEc86B8
My cravings are also going away. Now, I feel more energetic however, i just have to deal with some pain in my back, it was horrible at the beginning, couldn't walk or move to much but in the end, i again got use to it. Some exercises, swimming, a good spirit and a nice massage from my lovely hobbit are helping a lot. Now, my weight is increasing more and more! It is not easy to see your self so different but when i feel her kicking and moving inside me i get such a nice feeling that i don't care about my weight anymore. My feet and legs are swallow, specially during the night. I have problems breathing at night, but nothing serious, it seems to be part of the process as well.
Does it seem so horrible and painful to be pregnant? nah! i am just complaining a bit and perhaps, i became a bit annoying. Even though, i try not to be that way. I feel fine! hehehe how ironic is that? I guess you just understand that your body is being taken for a while for a good reason.
I so much looking forward to see her :)
